& so it is...

maya's been sick the last couplea days. this is especially crappy as i've been off and the weather has been gloomerific. i'm waiting to get to fl but haven't been able to get in touch with aunt laura (thank god steph is always there with open arms). i have mixed feelings about going back. anxiety is one of these major feelings. i don't know what's wrong with me these days. listening to custom concern repeatedly. it's been hitting home hard. i gotta get outta this funk.