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I'm very tired. Today at work, I had just had it. I was over it. So I told my zone mgr I was sick & went home, which is where I remain, sitting still with fuzzy socks on and watching "Big Momma" out of the corner of my eye. I'm thinking about taking a nap. Greg's mom has the kids & Greg's over at a friend's... so yeah.

Last night I was driving home from doing some shopping and saw a car about to pull out of a parking lot that contained some type of 4-legged fluffy animals. Lots of them. Fat & fuzzy. My first thought was that the driver was abandoning them in the cold dusk... so I turned around after passing by and went back, as an animal advocate, to confront him. Gary is who I met. Gary is a guy who feeds a group of feral cats that live in the woods behind an apt complex. There's another lady named Lori who feeds them too. I want to take them home with me.

Answering a Survey Out of Boredom...

1.I have come to realize that my butt:
is far too big

2. I have come to realize that when I talk.
i have a tendency to sound like a jackass

3.I have come to realize that, if I love someone:
i need to appreciate them more & i will always love that person

4.I have come to realize that, I need:
to do something different.

5.I have come to realize that, I lost:
sooooo many things i wish i had held on to.

6.I have come to realize that, I hate it when:
i am not loved for who i am

7.I have come to realize that, if I'm drunk:
i shouldn't be. so i don't get drunk anymore.

8.I have come to realize that, marriage:
is archaic and prolly won't ever happen to me

9.I have come To realize that, work:
is required to live my life right now

10.I have come to realize that, I will always be:
changing and growing and learning

11.I have come to realize that, I like:
being a mom. usually.

12.I have come to realize that, the last time I cried was:
probably recently just over my life or some petty bullshit

13.I have come to realize that, my cell phone is:
under my sleeping daughter

14.I have come to realize that, when I wake up in the morning:
it's too fucking early

15.I have come to realize that, before I go to sleep at night:
i like to read with maya bug

16.I have come to realize that, right now I am thinking about:
florida

17.I have come to realize that, babies:
don't stay babies for very long

18.I have come to realize that, when I get on Myspace:
i'm bored or wondering if anyone cared enough to say something.

19.I have come to realize that, today I will:
go to bed. it's 11:30

20.I have come to realize that, tonight I will:
see above

21.I have come to realize that, tomorrow I will:
help maya paint her desk

22.I have come to realize that, I really want to:
be a good person

I have come to realize that, working out:
is something i really need to do

I have come to realize that, friends:
are few and far between

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Who was the last person to call you?
kathy shurr

Ever have a sleepover with someone of the opposite sex?
yep with power cuddling

Who was the last person you hugged?
maya

Who can you tell the most to?
i... don't even know

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
trust, & genuine feelings

Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
HA I WISH

How many people do you truly trust?
zero.

Did the one person who hurt you most apologize?
repeatedly, but it means nothing b/c it would always be a cycle

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yeah. i have only smoked one in like a yr & a half

Do you tend to fall for players?
nah i don't

Are you missing someone?
YES

Has anyone ever crawled through your window?
HAHA NO, BUT I'VE CRAWLED THROUGH A FEW

Have you ever taken a nap with a member of the opposite sex?
YEAH

Ever kissed someone you regretted after?
regretted doing people, not so much kissing

Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with a D?
probably... oh, yep.

Are you listening to music right now?
no

Have you ever made out against a car?
YES

Ever kissed a brown haired, dark eyed person?
THESE QUESTIONS ARE GETTING STUPID. BUT YES

Have you ever kissed anyone whos name started with a J?
YES

Think of the person youd want to be with the most right now, when did you last see them?
lookin at her

Did you date anyone last summer?
i was with greg

Do you have a tan?
nope

Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
being fat

How do you feel about tattoos and piercings?
it's all you

Do you like someone at the moment?
lotsa people

Do you miss your past?
I LIKE TO REMEMBER IT, BUT I ALWAYS LOOK FORWARD TO THE FUTURE.

Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
nooooooooooo.........

Do you get along with girls?
sure

Could you cry right now?
always

Where were you last Friday night?
i actually went to see zach & miri make a porno

Who last sent you a myspace message?
joey

Whats your hair look like today?
greasy

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?
NOPE

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb and regret it?
yes. lots of times in my past i have fucked up.

What's worse?: liars or cheaters?
it's about equal eh?

Are you a beach, country or city person?
i'm a gypsy. or i was.

Why do people continue to smoke when they know the effects of it?
b/c it's so, so good

Is there a person of the opposite sex that you care a lot about?
why sure. starting with my son

Last time you wore the opposite sex's clothing, & what was it?
today, greg's coat

Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
5th

Have you ever peed while on the phone?
yeah it takes talent too.