... & i hate myself as a drunk person. i want to apologize to the world for being a person who sucks when they're intoxicated. it's 24-plus hours later and i still feel like ass. i didn't have so much, but i guess the intake ratio + the fact i hadn't done it in a while + green food coloring = sick barfy coley who acted a fool and then even got to work on time the next day, just to have to leave from being that sick. not happening again. way to be unprofessional, un-grownup, etc. i know i may be hardest on myself, but i have to be. i'm responsible for myself and my own actions.
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it's hard being a mom with a more than full time job. i wish i could work part time and be with my kids. i wish life were easy not hard. i wish money were simple to come by. i wish i could see more of the world. i wish i could be the best mom ever who never made mistakes. i wish i could love myself more. til then i'm still around. much love.
