i am having a son. he is set to arrive in the world on january
13th. words for this escape me. anyone who knows what i should name
him, holla. i think maybe jackson, cause i blame it on the tetons...
heehee, or hayden, cause coach fox was one of the best men in my
childhood. he's getting bigger... but has a while yet. still i cannot
believe i am halfway there. when i look back it's gone fast. during
my time it goes slow, missing maya so much i can barely breathe, waiting
for my job at lowe's to start, watching one of the six channels on my
tv, luvin on greg cause he loves me...
i cannot think of life like i used to. it's impossible to explain
with these time restrictions on a library computer, but it's not the
same. i think for the first time i understand the concept of
adulthood. i have to say, it scares the shit outta me. but i cannot
stay the carefree soul i've been.
